CYAN ;

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! FREEEEEDOM :D

im blogging again! like finally. gona blog every now and then :)

hi and bye! :D

cast away the fear and shame that you're wearing.

im sorry for not posting for the past few days/weeks. busy watching you're beautiful & down with love :)

MONDAY tried my v best to run on monday for pe. i think i'll die for 2.4 seriously. spent the rest of the pe playing lots of weird games. but the best part of it, SPLAT! hahah it was damn fun, w/ all the bangs and the splatting :) after that i forgot what happened alr._.

TUESDAY common test was fine though i didnt study much. SEL was (Y) lol. ms chan was "ME ME ME"-ing throughout the whole lesson. -_- did some ridiculous survey that, then cca. im so dead for everything, i think im becoming stiff after the weekends. competition = die

WEDNESDAY nothing much. fooled some people w/ a stupid sms. LOLOL

THURSDAY APRIL FOOLS DAY! :) doesnt really feel like april fool's. didnt get fooled or fool anyone. think this day really sucked. i totally cui when it comes to wushu. need to build up my stamina!! ><

FRIDAY GOOD FRIDAY! hahah piano in the morning. had a great long chat w/ mrs man before starting w/ piano. :) went to meet julia at 340 after that before meeting rhesa and agnes & going for the city harvest church thing. its quite cool all the drama and all. went to eat w/ the cell group. hahaha SPLAT AGAIN :) omg the guys are really jokers and i think i lost like before everyone died :P ahaha went home after that

sometimes i just wonder, why whenever i want to let go of the past and continue w/ life, things just keep bothering me. i dont know how to control or solve these stuff. but i really wish they come to an end. please, stop it.

competition next week and next next week! ahhh stress!!!!!!!

gtg bye!

term 1 's finally over, got back results. 19 for l1r5? hmm could have done better.

think im just gona pia for the next few terms.
csj gave me a shock when she suddenly asked me about my results while i was talking to chuhui on fri. o.o weird.

think everything was alright, except for amaths and chem, screwed both of them up ._.

there's gona be amaths test when school reopens, ohmy help!!! :O

hols seems like torture. monday-thurs : training. friday : remedial. also ran on treadmills on wed, it actually helps improve stamina alot.

think we should run more next time.

today had some mock competition,
we (b div girls) got 8.7 for dao, & i got 7.6 for taiji quan and 7.15 for taiji jian. totally fail lo. i think i wont reach the 5 min limit during competition ._.

went yoshinoya and frolick w/ chuhui after wushu, had a damn long chat. thanks chuhui! <3 feel so much better after talking to you. at least all my problems are cleared alr. thank you :)

damn alot of holiday h/w leh. die alr.,
someone help me dooooooooooooo! jk!

life's like a maze, you'll never know when you'll reach the end point.

it has always been like this,

history never seems to change itself.

is it wrong not to tell you the truth in the beginning of everything?

is it my fault that you never want to listen to me anymore?

is it just a trick used to trick me all you want

or something that i should never even believed in?

sometimes, you gave me the feeling that i only existed when you need me.

sometimes, is just your expression and your tone that irritate me alot.

seriously, can you just tell me whats my point for being your friend for all these time.

thinking of all these, sometimes i just feel that im a very meaningless person, that exist for no particular reason.

what am i for?

a tool for you to blow your temper at?

or a doll that was abandoned and left at a corner?

perhaps all these just taught me another life lesson, a very important one.

......

nights.

saw this when i went to bai nian.

Living in a GRATEFUL world,

BE GRATEFUL to those who have hurt you, for they have reinforced your determination.

BE GRATEFUL to those who haved deceived you, for they have deepened your insight.

BE GRATEFUL to those who have abused you, for they have reduced your karmic obstacles.

BE GRATEFUL to those who have abandoned you, for they have taught you to be independent.

BE GRATEFUL to those who have made you stumble, for they have strengthened your ability.

BE GRATEFUL to those who have denounced you, for they have increased your wisdom and concentration.

BE GRATEFUL to those who have made you FIRM AND RESOLUTE and helped you i your achievement.

quite cool huh :) its damn nice as an encouragement :)